Showing posts with label Pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Pain. Show all posts

Shattered Yet Seen

Sometimes the pain is so vast it feels like your heart has been broken into pieces you cannot gather back. In those moments, the enemy urges you to stare at the ruins instead of the Redeemer, and your thoughts become consumed by loss and confusion.

But being shattered does not mean you are unseen. In fact, it is often the place where God sees you most clearly.

When we are consumed by what went wrong, who hurt us, and what we lost, we can forget something eternal: God is already ahead of us. Whatever is coming, whatever feels uncertain, He is already there. He is making a way, preparing what you will need, and covering you with a protection you may not even fully recognize yet. It has never been luck. Even in the seasons where everything felt exposed and vulnerable, God had a hedge around your life.

And the enemy knows it. That is why he is strategic. If he cannot shake you directly, he will come through the people closest to you, stirring division, planting doubt, and twisting truth in ways so subtle you almost miss it. But you have authority in Jesus to shut the door on what he is trying to build in your relationships and your mind. Even when you break free from one stronghold, do not be surprised if he returns through a different door. That is not a sign that you have failed. It is a sign that you are making progress. Through every attack and every attempt, God is still fighting for you, and His presence does not waver simply because your emotions do.

There will be moments when you feel shattered, distant from God, like your hunger for Him has gone or been buried under the weight of everything you are carrying. But shattered does not mean unseen. It does not mean He has stepped away. Often, it means you are standing in the middle of a spiritual battle.

This is where obedience becomes vital, not easy or natural but powerful. Because even when your heart feels broken open, when you feel scattered and undone, you still choose Him. You turn on worship with trembling hands. You pray through the ache. You sit in His presence even when you feel shattered. And somehow in that choice, something deeper is happening. Your heart may feel like it is in pieces, but your spirit is being held together, strengthened, seen. Even here, especially here, you are not lost to Him.

God sees the tears you hide and the battles you fight in silence. Nothing about your pain is unseen, even when it feels like you are carrying it alone. You are not forgotten by Him, even if you feel overlooked by people. You are fully known, fully understood, and never out of His sight. Even in your brokenness and pain, He is near, holding your hand. He does not step back from your suffering but stays close through it all. And every time you choose to keep going and trust Him, even when it is hard and even when you feel like you have nothing left, He sees it and values it deeply.

So even here, in what feels like your most fragile place, you are not abandoned or overlooked. You are held with intention, carried with love, and seen completely by the One who never looks away from you.
Excerpt from "Seeing God In Your Brokenness" reading plan provided by "YouVersion"

Lord, Heal In Me What I Can't Even Name

Maybe there's so much going on inside that you can't separate one thing from another anymore. Old wounds mixed with new worries. Past trauma layered with present anxiety. Grief you thought you'd processed resurfacing. Pain you didn't know you were carrying until something triggered it.

And when someone asks, "What's wrong?" you don't know how to answer. Because it's not one thing. It's everything at once. A tangle of hurts you can't unravel, let alone name.

But what if you don't need to name it to bring it to God?

God hears every quiet prayer. But sometimes you don't even have words for a prayer, quiet or otherwise.

That's where Romans 8:26 comes in: "In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we don’t know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can’t be uttered."

When you can't articulate what hurts, the Spirit can. When you don't have words for the tangle of pain, anxiety, and old wounds, God already knows. You don't need to diagnose your own brokenness before asking Him to heal it.

God sees what you can't see in yourself. He knows your heart better than you know it. He understands the unnamed pain, the accumulation of everything you're carrying, past and present, better than you ever could.

You don't need to separate the old trauma from the new anxiety. You don't need to identify which wound needs healing first.

You just need to bring all of it, the named and unnamed, the understood and mysterious, to the One who sees it all clearly.

Today, if you're carrying a tangle of pain you can't sort through, bring it to God anyway. You don't need words. He already knows.

Provided by "Faithful Grace"

Don't Stop Reading In The Middle Of The Story

For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
2 Corinthians 4:17–18 (NKJV)
Imagine reading a book and stopping in the hardest chapter. The hero is struggling, everything seems lost, and nothing makes sense. If you closed the book there, you would think the story ended in defeat.
Many of us do that with our own lives. We let today's pain convince us that tomorrow has no hope. But God is still writing the story. This chapter may be difficult, but it is not the last one.
Don't let today's struggle make you forget the ending God has already promised.
Provided by "Divine Insight"

Why Is This Happening?

Trust that every circumstance is permitted by God to draw you closer to Him. This doesn’t mean every circumstance is good. It means every circumstance is used. The pain, the delay, the confusion, the moments where you feel like you’re carrying more than you can handle - none of it is outside His awareness, and none of it is wasted. Scripture is clear - God doesn’t just work despite your situation… He works through it.
Jesus, under the weight of the cross, wasn’t outside the will of God - He was walking directly through it. The suffering wasn’t random. It was purposeful. It was leading somewhere. What looked like defeat was actually the path to redemption.
The same principle applies to your life.
The situation you’re in right now that feels heavy, the one you don’t fully understand - may actually be the very place God is using to shape your faith, refine your character, and pull you closer to Him. Not to break you, but to deepen you.
God’s goal isn’t just to make your life easier. It’s to make your life eternal. Sometimes, the road that leads you closest to Him is the one you never would have chosen.
So don’t just ask, “Why is this happening?” Start asking, “How is God using this to draw me closer to Him?”
- David Delfeld
Provided by "I Am With You Always"

Jesus Wants You To Know...

"One of the hardest things about trials is the uncertainty about how long they will last. Usually, you can’t predict or control the unpleasant circumstances. You just have to live with them indefinitely. At times you may feel as if you can endure no more, but you can always reach out to Me for help. As you cling to Me moment by moment, I enable you to persevere. This produces in you not only endurance but also a harvest of righteousness and peace." "No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." - Hebrews 12:11 - "Jesus Lives" by Sarah Young

Hope In God's Goodness

I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the Lord In the land of the living.
Psalm 27:13 (NKJV)

There was a time when someone spoke Psalm 27:13 over me, praying “that I would see the goodness of the LORD In the land of the living.” Not just someday in heaven. Not just once I was free from the pain of this world. Here. In the middle of the brokenness I was drowning in.

At the time, I couldn’t receive it. I couldn’t even imagine it. I believed in God’s goodness … for other people. For the ones whose prayers seemed to get answers, whose lives looked stitched together. But not for me. The absence of joy felt like a final verdict in my life, and all I could see was sorrow. Hopelessness kept me stuck, rooted in despair.

Hannah knew that kind of sorrow too. We see in 1 Samuel 1 how she longed for a child, but year after year, her womb remained closed. In her anguish, she poured out her soul before the Lord - weeping bitterly, praying silently. But Hannah kept showing up. She believed, even in her pain, that she would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. And in time, she did. She gave birth to Samuel, who would become one of Israel’s greatest prophets.

In fact, Samuel anointed King David, whose words in Psalm 27 echo Hannah’s story. She could have let the silence of unanswered prayers convince her that God had forgotten her. But instead she clung to hope. And she witnessed God’s goodness.

Hope can feel fragile when life is loud with pain. Sometimes it seems safer to brace ourselves for disappointment than to believe God’s goodness might actually break through in our lifetime, in our story, in our ache.

Maybe, like me, you’ve found yourself in that gray space where it feels like hope has packed its bags and moved on without you. You still whisper prayers, or maybe even shout, but heaven seems to hold its breath. You hear others testifying to answered prayers and overflowing blessings, and you quietly wonder, What about me?

Psalm 27:13 offers a lifeline: “I would have despaired had I not believed …”

What did David believe? That goodness was coming. Not just in eternity but here. On this side of heaven. God is not done. This chapter isn’t the whole story.

It’s not easy to cling to hope sometimes. But even if you’re in a season of silence or sorrow, may this be a sacred moment of trust, an act of gentle defiance against despair. May you dare to believe, even with trembling hands, that goodness is still chasing you down. Even now. Especially now.

Lord, when my heart feels thin and hope feels far away, steady me again with the promise of Your goodness. Remind me, like You reminded Hannah, that You see every silent prayer and every hidden ache. Help me cling to You with quiet courage, believing I will see Your goodness. Lift my eyes, strengthen my spirit, and let hope rise again. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

- Tabitha Yates
Provided by "Proverbs 31 Ministries"

Prayer: Rest and Restoration

Father God, I come before You in the powerful and holy name of Jesus Christ. I thank You for sustaining me through every season, both the joyful and the painful. You have carried me when I was weak and remained faithful when I felt uncertain. Today, Lord, I ask You to quiet my heart and calm my mind. Teach me how to truly rest in You and not strive in my own strength. Remove every heavy burden, anxious thought, and inner struggle that weighs me down and steals my peace. Help me to trust You fully, even in areas where I struggle to let go. I release control into Your hands and surrender every concern to You. Restore my soul where it has grown weary, heal the places where I have been wounded by disappointment or loss, and renew my strength where fatigue has set in. Fill me with Your perfect peace and remind me that You are my Shepherd, my Provider, and my Protector, and because of You, I lack nothing. I receive Your rest and restoration today. In Jesus’ mighty name I pray. Amen.
Provided by "Christian Inspiration Ministries"

God Walks Beside You

Some of the most important healing I have ever done happened in seasons where I could barely move forward. I thought I was failing. I thought I was too slow. I thought God was disappointed with me for not being the strong one.
But He didn’t rush me.
He met me in the middle of my shaking hands and tired bones. He walked beside me at the pace of my slow, trembling steps and called that progress. He whispered that every small breath, every tiny decision to keep going, every moment I chose Him instead of giving up was already a victory.
And maybe you need to hear that today. Maybe you are taking baby steps and calling them nothing. Maybe you are breathing through pain no one knows you carry. Maybe you are trying again after days where you felt like you were sinking.
God sees that as movement. God sees that as courage. God sees that as progress.
You don’t have to sprint for Him to stay. You don’t have to be unbroken for Him to love you. You don’t have to be healed for Him to call you His.
He will walk at the pace of your healing and never once shame you for the time it takes.
He will not let your foot slip. He who watches over you will not slumber.” - Psalm 121:3
Provided by "Little Sparrow Loved"

What To Do When Fear Fuels Our Suffering

“I said, ‘If only I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and find rest.’”
Psalm 55:6 (CSB)

Have you ever read something in Scripture and thought, Wow, this really resonates with me? Because that's exactly how I feel when reading Psalm 55:4-6:

“My heart shudders within me; terrors of death sweep over me. Fear and trembling grip me; horror has overwhelmed me. I said, ‘If only I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and find rest’”.

The raw honesty here is almost startling. David wasn’t sugarcoating or putting on a brave face. He said exactly how he felt when life was coming at him hard.

But here’s what I’ve learned and David discovered, too: Before we are able to fully process suffering, we often need to deal with the fear that’s fueling our suffering.

Fear has this terrible way of keeping us frozen in our pain. It’s like being stuck in quicksand; the more we struggle against it in our own strength, the deeper we sink. The harder we try to pull ourselves out, the faster we sink.

So what’s the first step out of fear? We have to get honest and name it.

David didn’t just say, “I’m scared” - he got specific. He identified his fears as coming from harsh words spoken against him, from people who acted wickedly, and from disaster and harassment caused by those determined to harm him (Psalm 55:3-4). And here’s the part that really stings: Some of this was coming from people he thought were friends (Psalm 55:12-14).

I have a suspicion we could all raise our hands right now, nodding along, saying, “I totally get it.” Betrayal by people we trusted, harsh criticism, feeling attacked or misunderstood - these experiences create fear that can paralyze us.

So how did David handle this? And how are we supposed to handle it when fear threatens to drown us? David said, “But I call to God, and the LORD will save me” (Psalm 55:16).

That little word “but” is doing some heavy lifting. It’s creating a contrast and inviting us into a marked moment. Everything before it was an honest acknowledgment of pain and fear. Everything that follows is a deliberate choice to turn toward God instead of remaining trapped in terror.

When fear is fueling your suffering, remember David’s progression. Be honest about what you’re feeling, name your specific fears, and then make the conscious choice to call out to God. He hears you. He sees what’s happening. He promises to sustain you through it.

You don’t have to fly like a dove to find rest. You just need to remember that the God who has been enthroned from long ago is still on His throne today, and He’s got you. You don’t need wings because God Himself lifts you and shelters you in His embrace.

Lord, when fear overwhelms me and I long to escape, help me remember You are my refuge. Give me the courage to name my fears and the faith to call out to You, trusting You will sustain me. Thank You for being my resting place. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

God Is With You

You may not understand why the burdens press so hard or why the world seems louder than your prayers. Yet God sees every tear, He hears every sigh, and He is gently holding you in His presence. Let your mind rest on Him, not on the chaos around you, for He is your peace.

Do not measure your worth by what you accomplish or how others respond to you. God loves you simply because you are His. Bring Him your confusion and your doubts and let Him whisper truth into your heart. When you feel small and insignificant, remember that He is working through you in ways you cannot yet see.
Take a deep breath and feel His Spirit breathe life into your weary soul. God is your refuge, your comfort, your constant companion. When you feel alone, He is closer than your next heartbeat. Trust Him with the parts of yourself you are afraid to show. Let Him transform your fear into faith, your sorrow into hope, and your doubt into trust.
Rest in His love today. You do not need to rush to fix everything or make sense of all the pain. He is enough for every moment and He is enough for you. Walk slowly with Him, trusting that He is guiding your steps even when the path feels uncertain. Let your heart stay tender and open, for His presence is your true home.
Life has a way of wearing you down. The days are long and the nights can feel even longer when you lie awake wondering how things will ever change. Yet God’s presence is not measured by the brightness of your circumstances or the ease of your path. His nearness is not dependent on what you do or how much you accomplish. He is present in the ordinary, the mundane, the unnoticed moments. When you pour a cup of coffee, when you fold laundry, when you take a quiet walk outside, God is with you. When you feel invisible, when the world seems to pass by without notice, God is noticing. Every heartbeat, every breath, every tear is precious to Him.
You do not need to carry everything on your own. The world tells you to be strong, to hide your pain, to keep going no matter how heavy the weight feels. But God calls you to something different. He calls you to rest in Him. He calls you to come as you are, not as you think you should be. He calls you to trust Him with what you cannot fix and to surrender the parts of yourself that feel broken or unworthy. This is not weakness. It is courage. It takes courage to admit that you are not enough on your own to place your burdens in God’s hands and to allow Him to lead you through uncertainty.

Motivational: "Meet God In Your Struggle"

The Courage to Keep Going

I have had wins and I have had losses, but it’s the losses that shape me the most. Wins are moments of celebration, but losses are moments of transformation. Wins make you proud, but losses make you strong. It is in the losses that you discover who you are when everything else is stripped away. It is in the moments when you fall that you learn what it means to rely completely on God.
When everything falls apart and nothing goes as planned, courage begins to grow. Real courage is not loud or flashy; it is quiet and steady. It is the decision to get back up when your heart still aches. It is choosing to believe that there is still purpose even in your pain. It is whispering to God through tears, “I still trust You,” when you don’t see the way forward.
God uses losses to make us brave. They humble us, they break our pride, and they teach us dependence. They show us that our worth is not in our wins but in His love. Every time you get up after falling, you are declaring something powerful. You are saying that your faith is stronger than your fear, that your story is not over, and that your hope is anchored in something greater than what you see.
Losses hurt, but they are not wasted. God never lets your pain go unused. Every loss is a lesson. Every disappointment carries a seed of purpose. Every setback can lead you closer to Him if you let it. What the world calls defeat, Heaven calls development. God is building strength in you that success alone could never create.
Think of the stories in Scripture. Joseph was betrayed and forgotten before he became a ruler. David spent years hiding in caves before wearing a crown. Peter denied Jesus before preaching to thousands. Even Jesus Himself faced the cross before resurrection. The path to glory always passes through pain. The heroes of faith were not made by their victories; they were made by their perseverance.
The courage to keep going comes from knowing that God is not finished with you. He takes the pieces that life breaks and turns them into something beautiful. What feels like an ending might be the foundation of your next beginning. God specializes in turning loss into purpose, tears into strength, and failure into testimony.
So when you lose, do not lose heart. Sit with the pain, but don’t let it define you. Let it teach you, let it mold you, and let it draw you closer to the One who never lets go. Every time you rise again, you are proving that grace is greater than defeat. You are living proof that God’s strength shines brightest in weakness.
If anything makes us heroes, it is not that we never fall. It is that we never give up. The bravest people are not the ones who never lose, they are the ones who keep going when they do. They are the ones who walk with God through the valley and come out with faith that cannot be shaken.
Keep standing. Keep trusting. Keep believing. Because the God who stood with you in the loss will be the same God who walks with you into victory. One day you will look back and see that it was the losses that made you strong, that it was the pain that built your faith, and that it was the falling and rising that made you brave enough to carry His glory.

- Ellie Mont

Finding the Good in Between

There are seasons when life feels like one long stretch of pain. When every prayer feels unanswered and every day feels the same. When the weight of what has gone wrong seems heavier than anything good that could possibly come. But even then, there are still moments of light. They are not always big or obvious. Sometimes they come softly, almost hidden. Yet they are there, tucked between the ache and the waiting.

You have to learn to find them. Because the truth is, life will never be perfect, but it will always carry pieces of grace. You may not be where you hoped to be, but there is still beauty in where you are. You may be exhausted, but someone smiled at you today. You may feel forgotten, but the sun still rose just for you. You may be tired of trying, but you are still here. That means hope is still alive somewhere inside you.
The good moments do not erase the bad ones, but they remind you that the darkness does not win. Every time you laugh when you thought you could not, that is light breaking through. Every time you feel even a small spark of peace, that is evidence that God is near. Every time you get up again, even when your heart hurts, that is strength being reborn.
God’s goodness is not only in the grand miracles or the perfect endings. It is in the middle of the mess. It is in the moments when something kind happens right after you were about to give up. It is in the calm that comes for no reason at all. It is in the quiet assurance that even when everything hurts, you are still being held.
Finding the good in between is a choice. It is deciding to stop waiting for everything to make sense before you see what is still beautiful. It is letting your heart soften instead of shut down. It is remembering that joy is not gone, it is just hidden behind the noise of your pain. The bad days may come, but so will the good ones. And the good ones are worth noticing.

Prayer: God, sometimes it is hard to see anything good when everything feels broken. But I know You are still near, even when I do not feel it. Help me to notice Your presence in the quiet, to see Your goodness in the small things, and to remember that every moment of light is a gift from You. Thank You for being faithful even in between the hard days. - Ellie Mont

God Never Wastes a Wound

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” Psalm 147:3
There are seasons in life when the weight of pain feels almost unbearable. It might come through loss, betrayal, disappointment, or the quiet ache of waiting. Sometimes we try to hide our wounds, pretending they don’t exist. We smile, say we’re fine, and move on. But inside, something still hurts. The truth is, every wound has a story, and when we place that story in God’s hands, it can become something beautiful.
God never wastes a wound. He is not careless with your pain. He doesn’t allow suffering just to make you stronger or to test you for no reason. Every tear, every scar, every moment of struggle can become part of His greater plan for your life. What the enemy meant to break you, God can use to build you.
The prophet Jeremiah understood this deeply. He was called by God to speak truth to a nation that didn’t want to listen. He faced rejection, loneliness, and moments of deep despair. There were times Jeremiah felt forgotten by God, even angry with Him. But every time he cried out, God reminded him that his calling had purpose. “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart.” That verse from Jeremiah 1:5 tells us something powerful. God knew Jeremiah before the pain ever came, and He had already planned how to use every part of Jeremiah’s story for His glory.
That’s true for you too. God saw your pain before it happened. He saw every sleepless night, every broken dream, every time you felt unseen. He doesn’t overlook those moments. He collects your tears and holds them close. Even when you don’t understand what He’s doing, He’s still working behind the scenes, shaping your heart and drawing you closer to Him.
Sometimes the place of your deepest pain becomes the place where you meet God most intimately. Pain strips away all the distractions and pride. It brings you to a point where you can finally say, “Lord, I can’t do this without You.” And that’s where healing begins. Jeremiah once said, “I am ridiculed all day long; everyone mocks me.” He was honest about his hurt. And God didn’t rebuke him for being honest. Instead, He strengthened him to keep walking.
You might not realize it now, but even in your hardest moments, God is near. He doesn’t pull away from brokenness; He leans into it. When your heart is raw and your words are messy, He listens. The same God who called Jeremiah to stand firm is standing beside you in your pain.
The Apostle Paul wrote something similar in 2 Corinthians 12:9. He said, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Paul wanted God to remove what he called his “thorn in the flesh.” But instead of taking it away, God transformed it into a reminder of His grace. That’s what He does for us too. Sometimes the wounds we beg Him to erase are the very things that keep us close to Him. They remind us we’re not self-sufficient. They remind us we need His strength every single day.
Healing, though, doesn’t happen overnight. God can heal instantly, but often He chooses to do it in stages. Just like a physical wound needs time to close, emotional and spiritual wounds need time to mend. In Jeremiah 30:17, God promises, “I will restore you to health and heal your wounds.” That’s not an empty promise. It’s a process of restoration. God isn’t just trying to patch you up. He’s reshaping your heart, renewing your faith, and preparing you for what’s next.
Maybe you’ve prayed for healing for a long time and it feels like nothing has changed. Don’t give up. Just because you don’t see progress doesn’t mean God isn’t working. Healing is happening in ways you can’t see yet. He’s teaching you patience, building your endurance, and showing you how to rely on Him when nothing makes sense.
Sometimes healing isn’t about forgetting the wound. It’s about learning to live with peace even when the memory still stings. It’s about knowing that your scars are not signs of weakness but reminders of where God has brought you from. You can look back and say, “I didn’t think I’d make it through that, but God was faithful.”
When Jesus rose from the grave, He still had His scars. Think about that for a moment. The Son of God, who conquered death itself, chose to keep the marks in His hands and side. He could have returned without them, but He didn’t. His scars told a story, the story of victory, love, and redemption. They were proof that He had suffered, but also proof that He had overcome.
Your scars can tell a story too. What once brought you pain can now bring someone else hope. The very thing that hurt you can become the thing God uses to comfort others. The compassion you show, the wisdom you carry, the faith you’ve built, it all comes from walking through seasons of pain with God by your side.
God never wastes a wound. Every part of your story matters. Even the chapters you wish you could erase are part of the testimony He’s writing. He doesn’t just heal you to make you whole again; He heals you so you can help heal others. He restores you so you can point back and say, “Look what God has done.”
Maybe you’re in a place today where the pain feels fresh. Maybe you can’t see how any good could come from it. Hold on. God is still writing your story. He’s not finished yet. What looks like an ending might actually be the beginning of something new. The wound you have now might become the very place where His glory shines the brightest.
So keep trusting Him. Keep showing up. Keep praying, even when the words don’t come easily. Healing may take time, but it will come. One day you’ll look back and realize that God was with you in every step, turning every hurt into something holy.
Because He really never wastes a wound. - Ellie Mont

Don't Let Fear Have The Final Say!

 

Today is heavy! 💔 So much wickedness surrounding us. Videos of people literally dying in front of our eyes. Fear trying to grip us. Hope vanishing slowly. Compassion evaporating. Hate becoming an epidemic. But the enemy won’t win. This isn’t a time for us to backdown. It’s time for us to rise up and PRAY! Our nation is hurting. Families grieving… but GOD! Our newsfeeds are full of sadness, anger and reality. But.. GOD!! God commands us to Love Him with all our hearts and souls and to love our neighbor. Tonight, rest in this And know in the middle of the pain, God’s Word leads us to HOPE and PEACE!
2 Chronicles 7:14 tells us that if we humble ourselves, if we pray, if we turn from our wicked ways, He will heal our land. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:7)
Pray friends! PRAYER is where you stop babysitting demons and start evicting them!
Don’t let fear have the final say! - Author Unknown

How Can God Be Good If I Feel This Broken?

I know you’re in pain. I know it feels impossible to lift your eyes when your body aches, when your heart feels raw, when your soul feels like it’s on fire. I know what it is to beg God for healing and to wake up still hurting. I know what it is to wonder, “How can God be good if I feel this broken?”
The truth is, you don’t have to have all the answers. You don’t have to be strong all the time. Loving Jesus in the middle of suffering doesn’t always look like joy or bold faith. Sometimes it looks like tears streaming down your face as you whisper, “I still need You.” Sometimes it’s just holding on by the edge of your fingernails. That, too, is love.
Jesus isn’t asking you to fake it. He isn’t asking you to put on a mask. He isn’t disappointed in your weakness. He knows. He felt the weight of agony, the sting of unanswered cries. On the cross, He Himself cried out, “My God, my God, why have You forsaken Me?” He knows what it’s like to feel abandoned in the pain.
And yet, He stayed. He endured. Because His love for you was greater than His suffering.
So even now, when your body is tired and your soul feels scorched, His love holds you. His goodness isn’t proven by the absence of pain but by His refusal to leave you in it. He is closer than your own breath, even when you can’t sense Him.
If all you can do is breathe His name, that is enough. If all you can do is let your tears fall in His presence, that is worship. You don’t have to fix yourself to be loved by Him.
You are safe to fall apart in the arms of Jesus. And when you can’t take another step, He will carry you.
Because His goodness doesn’t change with your circumstances. His goodness is nailed into history by a cross and sealed forever by an empty tomb.

Even here, even now, you are not alone. 

- Ellie Mont

You Are Not Alone...

Maybe what you need right now isn’t to have all the answers or to force yourself to be okay. Maybe what you need is just to survive this moment. To take one breath at a time. To be honest about the pain instead of pretending it’s not there.

It’s okay if all you can do is admit, “This hurts more than I can carry.” That honesty is not weakness, it’s courage. You don’t have to fix everything today. You don’t have to see the whole path forward. You just have to make it through this breath, this heartbeat, this small piece of time.
And in that space, know this: you are not alone. Even if you can’t feel God right now, He’s closer than you think. And being real about your pain doesn’t push Him away, it draws Him near.
So let yourself be here, as you are. Not okay, but still breathing. Still here. And that is enough.

- Ellie Mont

When God Comes To Heal What Hurts

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”
Psalm 147:3 (NIV)

It was such a small moment - insignificant to most. A little girl was spinning and dancing while her dad smiled and clapped. But as I watched her, a sob caught in my throat.

She was unapologetically herself and so free in her father’s delight. And something about it broke me.

In that moment, I realized I had once been that little girl. But somewhere along the way, I replaced freedom with striving and took on shame in the areas that once brought me joy.

I was surprised by the sadness that hit me, but I knew deep down this wasn’t just a tearful moment. It was an invitation to heal something that had long been hurting.

Maybe you’ve been carrying your own quiet grief.

You’ve learned to ignore it - all those times you believed something was wrong with you when you were left out. Or the pain of carrying a shattered heart that has left you broken. Or perhaps you’re weary of trying to be so faithful yet still feeling so invisible.

Then comes a moment - or a whole season - when you can no longer ignore what you’ve been tolerating. The pain surfaces in a new way. And suddenly, you sense God inviting you to look at it. But how do you even begin?

Oh, friend. You’re not alone. What I’m learning is that when the Lord asks us to step into a season of healing, it’s never to shame us but to restore us.

Psalm 147:3 says, “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” It’s His job to heal. Ours is simply to come. God is committed to restoring every part of us, even the quiet, hurting places in our souls. He is asking us to trust Him with our broken hearts and our wounds.

Healing isn’t always a one-time prayer or a single moment. It’s a continual walk with God, a process of bringing Him what hurts, letting Him replace lies with truth, and surrendering to His timeline, not ours.

Watching that little girl delight in who she was, fully at home in her father’s love, opened a window to the healing God was inviting me to experience. It moved me deeply because in that moment, I remembered that’s still how He sees me. And I realized just how much I missed that version of myself.

Friend, you and I are like that little girl. And our heavenly Father wants us to live in that same freedom.

God is not asking for us to give a better performance but for us to come into His presence. He invites us to walk bravely with Him and let Him do the healing, one step at a time.

Lord, I bring You the pain I’ve learned to tolerate, and I ask You to heal me. I have been hurting for a long time, but I know Your heart for me is always good. Help me take the next step toward You. You are my good Father, and I will keep running into Your safe arms. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

-

Choose Not To Lose

You need to choose not to lose.

Life will try to break you. People will fail you. Plans will fall apart. But you still have a choice. You can choose not to let the pain define you. You can choose not to let the past control you. You can choose to stand even when everything in you wants to collapse.
You need to choose not to lose. Because with God, you can’t.
You were never meant to fight this battle alone. He is with you in the silence. He is near in the heartbreak. He is working even when you cannot see it. Victory does not always look like winning in the eyes of the world. Sometimes victory is getting up again. Sometimes victory is praising through tears. Sometimes victory is simply not giving up.
Do not let the enemy tell you this is the end. It is not. This is a chapter. This is part of the refining. This is part of the testimony.
God is not finished. He is still writing. He is still building. He is still healing.
So breathe. Stand. Pray. Choose to believe that the pain has a purpose. Choose to trust that God’s promises are still true. Choose to remember who you are and who walks with you.
You need to choose not to lose. Because no matter what it looks like right now, the victory has already been won.
And it belongs to you. - Ellie Mont

Meme: Trust His Plan...